Do you ever feel like you’ve traded happiness for life?
I know that makes no sense. That’s how I feel – my feelings
don’t usually make sense. There was once a time when I was genuinely happy but
I can’t remember. I was too young I guess. Now, all these little moments of laughter
quickly fade and it’s as if they never were. I can’t feel them when I summon
the memory; I just know that I was laughing but I don’t quite remember being
happy.
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